Its valentines day right? Its that day of lovers. Yes even you rd. I got handed my phone today by the princess with the words....two messages mummmy. Right. Fantastic. I opened my phone. guess whos name was staring out at me....HOT DATE.
I ought to mention, Hot Date dumped me round xmas time. Bastard. Not the point. Actually is the point. Whatever. So there I am staring at his name in my phone on valentines day. I actuallly hesitated before opening the message. Im thinking to myself...ok it wasnt that long back, its going to be one of those sorts of.....yeah so i thought i might say happy valentines day out of habit .....sort of messages. Well wasnt I wrong?? It wasnt a happy valentines day message at all. It was a message gettin up me cos he found out I was dating.
Helllo? Just cos one guy doesnt want me, doesnt mean others dont find me appealing. I mean, hell, its Me, Ive got a lot going for me dont I? For a start, Im not your usual girl. NO really. Im not. Im not shy for a start. I also have strong convictions, ok most men read that as opinionated and ball breaking, but its not really. Im witty. Im funny. Im not completely stupid and im not completey ugly. I can hold a conversation, and I can watch footy while knocking back a shot of vodka in one hand, and sinkin the 8 ball with the other. And, as much as that bastard husband likes to think I cant, I can actually cook. Im a catch. I am. Do not let the two bastard husbands fool you. Im a girl worth having around.
Why do people get all jealous and posessive? Why dont people see you as you are, the person they were first attracted to? I mean, Ive always been this person. Wel, ok, not this person, but the person he first went for. Ive been that person for a long long time now. Oh god, ok. so ive gotten a little harder of the heart over the years, but you have to dont you?
Way I see it, if some guy doesnt like who I am, and How I am, he can get stuffed. I can do better. I will do better. But not this instant. This instant, Im the best company for me.
And ok, so I did download some Foreigner for my mobile phone, but thats hardly important. The thing here is this...........Im me. And if it takes a guy from 18 years back to remind me of that, then so be it. I like me. And I quite like some guy from 18 years ago reminding me that I like me. In fact, I think I wil have his babies.
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Awful lot of baby making going on lately ... heard of contraception?? Or withdrawal ... in your case, DT's prolly.
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