And have been for some time after the emails started. Im in love. I love him. He gave me his phone number. I didnt use it. I didnt even go near it which is very restrained for me. Usually I would be in there in a flash, but nope. Didnt touch it. We chat on msn and I can have my little love affair with him right there which suits me just fine.
Jack2 asked me for my phone number. I explained that it wasnt broken and didnt need to be fixed and we shouldnt move too fast on this particular encounter..........Thats because I dont want him to find out all my faults far too soon and be gone quicker than you can say I love him. I didnt give him my number. Jack2 though, hes persistant he is. Politely so. I didnt give him my number though. So you know what he did? He said that I have his number, he is surprised I didnt use it yet, he is signing out of msn and if I wish to continue talking to him I will have to call him.
Clever guy. I called him of course. Then I hung up before he could answer it. I called Jayne instead. Jayne wanted to know what I was doing calling her instead of him. I wanted to know that too. I called him again. This time he answered. I rattled off soemthing or other and hung up. I called Jayne. Jayne thinks Im nuts and says well you have to call him back now or he will think your nuts too. NOOOOOOOO he cant think im nuts. I love him. But I cant call him back. He sends me a text message. It says.....be brave, last week you didnt know I existed, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I do have to call him back. Because I dont want him thinking Im some kind of strange nutcase who rings people and hangs up on them, even though that is exactly what I did.
I rings him up. He answers. I dont hang up. I didnt hang up. I said it was very mean of him to leave me hanging on msn like that and asked him why I am even friends with him after he left me hanging on msn like that. His voice is amazing. I love him. It sends all manner of strange sensations down my, well my everything really. I love him. He didnt think I was nuts or if he did he was too polite to say so. WE chatted about so many things. He laughs a lot. But only in that chuckle a bit kind of way. Not like me. I laugh a lot too but I do it in one of those banshee cackle sorts of way. Very unattractive. Hours and Hours we chatted for. Do you know why? Cos I love him. Ok so no mention of a date actually happened but I guarantee I am going on a date with this man. I love him.
I could tell you all manner of interesting things about him but I wont. Hes mine and I love him. And Ronald, if your reading this, this is getting closer to that type of man we talked bout.
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