Ok. I dont love him. And Im not going to go on a date with him. What was I thinking? As for Jayne, why didnt she tell me I was being an idiot? Why am I even friends with her?
So I dont love him. Honestly the man may find me intoxicating now, but how long can intoxicating last for? Intoxicating is nice for now, but its not something that lasts for ever surely? No. Intoxicating is the word you use when you dont want to say Im obviously far too good for you on a long term basis, I find you fresh and fun, but realistically your not in my league. Im too smart for you, your ignorance will wear thin soon enough but I may want to take you to bed and if I tell you any of this you wont let me. THATS what intoxicating means isnt it? He'd just end up dumping me for someone more professional.
So its decided then. I wont go out with him. Not that I had an official date anyway. But should he actually ask to date me, on a specific date I'll..........damn! I dont know what I will do. Maybe I will go.
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