Ive just spent ten days wrapped up in the hhhhot arms of my ever so hhhhot friend of 18 years ago, and when I say ten days, I dont mean ten days, I mean ten lots of 24 hours, alllllll of the day type ten days.
For those of you who aren't actually incurable romantics, best to look away now, cos Im about to spill a few lil secrets here that may cause you to vomit from the sickly sweetness of it all.
When I said ten days, I meant ten whole days. That man was never out of touching distance the whole time. Unless he was in the shower, and even then there was the incident......which I will not tell you about, suffice to say, even the shower wasnt alone time. For him or me. Not the point. Point is....even after a shower, we would come running out of the bathroom and straight into each others arms.
My problem now is......I feel so empty. I cant sleep. I dont know if Ive made matters worse by bringing home his tshirt which he's pre worn so I can have his smell around me ....perhaps that wasnt a good idea. Hey you all can shut up. I warned you it was gonna be sickly sweet in here today didnt I?
So my problem, being the one where my beautiful gorgeous Yang is not within reaching distance and Im miserable. Ive lost all will to live. IN fact, Im fairly certain the life has been totally sucked out of me. Its keeping me awake, its driving me crazy, though to be fair, that may have been the two days I just spent locked in the car with the kids.........whatever. The thing is........Im miserable.
Thought for this second?.....tissues, thankfully Gaanz has an obsession with buying boxes and boxes of them, I may just use some for a change.
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